My Emotions.

The emotions sweep over me and I close my eyes, willing away the memories. 'Its over, done with. Don't dwell on it.' I remind myself, slowing my beating heart. I bite my lip to hold back the warm tears pooling in my eyes. Why won't these feelings go away? It's been weeks, almost a full month! Why won't the memories fade?! When I open my eyes, I see him. The curve if his jaw, his smile, the way his eyes light up, the way he teased me and made me blush, and smile, the way his lips felt on mine, the way his hair fell into his eyes, the way his cheeks changed color when he blushed, even just slightly. And then, it ended and that when the anger hits. The way he just cast me aside like a piece of old meat, the way he stopped texting me, just have up on me. I think and think and think, trying to understand, but I never do, so I give up and just stare at something, focusing on nothing.